4 months. It's been 4 months since I've seen your face, held your hand, and watched you take your last breath. It was unexpected and there are so many things like hug you one more time, I never got to do. 4 months of regret. 4 months, of picking up the phone to call you, … Continue reading (Hope) It’s All We Have
"Life began with waking up and loving my mother’s face.” —George Eliot I hope you hug your mom, take in her perfume, her laughter and her smile as much tomorrow as you should do every single day of your life. If you can no longer hug your mom, or smell her perfume, I hope you … Continue reading Happy Early Mother’s Day To My Best Friend In Heaven.
The day before my first Mother's Day without you was today. Today was that day. Today was an utter and total disaster. Yes... that was today. I finally dumped the wine you kept at my house on the counter for when you came over, down the drain. I completely broke down as I watched the … Continue reading The Day Before My First Mother’s Day Without You
I drove by your house to make sure you got home tonight. The day after your birthday, we had planned for you to play music at a local bar. You were excited but not sure you would be able to get through the night without seeing mom in the crowd to cheer you on. I … Continue reading I drove by your house to make sure you got home tonight
There were strangers everywhere. They weren't complete strangers, but they didn't know my dad, my brother, my Nana, me......... Hell they didn't even know HER prior to a few days before this! Yet here they were, strangers, trying to tell us they were there for us, and would be doing everything they could to keep … Continue reading 55 days ago I took the longest walk of my life